Faucet Repair

1 October 2026

Spending a lot of time alone with Yenah's grandmother's house while working. Getting up early, having my morning coffee, and sitting down to work each day at the kitchen table. As the sun rises, the tall white satin curtain spanning the length of the living room window starts to glow; one half of the curtain is reinforced by another pink one, so the diffused light that floods into the living room is half pink and half white. It bounces off of the red-orange wood floor, which creates a warm, saturated, matte environment in which highlights and edges are dulled. Magpies like to visit in the morning, and a handful of times I've pulled back the living room curtain to see them jockey for position on a persimmon tree. They're pretty aggressive, hip-checking each other off branches. Only two small horizontally-sliding screened windows in the house open to outside air, and tree branches sprouting vibrant green cross in front of the view out of both, so the feeling is one of life in abundance outside. Plants seem to grow well on the windowsills too.

My days here have been spent mostly in silence, but it's a busy silence. Just down the street is an elementary school, and I hear the rhythmic phases of its days—pale yellow buses snorting to a stop to deliver sleepy children in the morning, high-pitched screams as lunch hour arrives mid-day, and the frenzy of happy squeals and teachers repeatedly saying goodbye (“안녕히 가세요”) as school is let out for the day in the later afternoon. Some intermittent bells and layered chimes of groups of children singing throughout the day as well. On days where I do laundry, the laundry machine sounds like alternating white noise waterfalls and MRI-machine-like hollow knocks. Mosquitos are frequent visitors at this time of year, so a few times a day I'll also hear their sharp whines buzz by my ear (I've killed about thirty of them in the last month). The water here is so, so soft, especially compared to London, and the sinks (one in the bathroom and one in the kitchen) rush when turned on with a dutiful urgency that sounds like a mother shushing a baby. Similar to the Segokcheon Stream down the road from the house that runs all the way to the Han River.


29 September 2026

Spatial-emotional logic(s)


27 September 2026

Have been floating around New York City with my luggage in tow as a I figure out what to do next. My bags are heavy and the subway is small. After a recent ride, I was exiting the station and hoisted one of my big duffels high as I went through the turnstile gate. A man rushed over as if to help me, but he kind of just got in the way and then backpedaled as I passed through. Then he yelled: “I helped you out and you're not going to swipe me in?” In that moment I realized a fundamental difference in the American psyche compared to more collectivist countries like Korea (where I just spent two months). Which is that Americans grow up in a society that teaches them to expect to be thanked or rewarded for helping someone else.


25 September 2026

Muyeong Kim: Pig at Art Sonje Center: nice show. As the press release details, most of the wall-bound work (archival pigment prints hand-colored with pastels on paper) addresses “four kinds of subjects: renovations of Seodaemun Prison (used by the Japanese during their occupation of Korea), a cricket cage discovered in China, South Jeolla Province’s Sorok Hospital (used in the past to isolate Hansen’s disease patients), and a Japanese woman. The four subjects all represent 'places' where different forms of segregation and violence operated in the course of history.”

I didn't learn the context of the imagery until after seeing the show, and I personally didn't need it. For me, the work activated the theater space it was installed in and around with fresh, complex, self-regenerating energy independent of its sociopolitical underpinnings. The rooms blossomed and became destabilized.

His touch is considered, boldly intervening but light. Even on a large scale; my favorite pieces were Bedridden, a miniature pet cricket cage scaled up to a size that could hold a human (yet it appears to float despite its implied weight), and an untitled piece for which he motorized six of the theater's chairs so that they slowly move from folded to open in a seating-ready position over time (longer than my visit).

Both are out of one's initial view when entering the theater, and both suspend sensorial logics in a way that charges the space with possibility—at one point I found myself backstage staring at what appeared to be a spare theater chair turned around to face a dark corner. And later, in a hall just outside the door, I spent a while in front of a large framed blank off-white sheet of paper. Was a great feeling wondering where I had missed both on the checklist.


23 September 2026

“The Open Window” By Tomas Tranströmer From the collection Mörkseende (1970) Translated from the Swedish by Patty Crane

I stood shaving one morning in front of the open window on the second floor. Switched on the razor. It started to purr. It whirred louder and louder. Grew into a roar. Grew into a helicopter and a voice—the pilot’s—pierced through the noise, shouting: “Keep your eyes open! You’re seeing this for the last time.” We lifted off. Flew low over the summer. So much that I loved, does it have any weight? So many dialects of green. And above all, the red walls of the wooden houses. The beetles glistened in the dung, in the sun. Cellars being pulled up by the roots wafted through the air. Activity. The printing presses crawled along. At that instant, the people were the only ones who kept still. They held a minute of silence. And above all, the dead in the country graveyard were still like those who posed for a photo in the camera’s youth. Fly low! I didn’t know which way to turn my head— with my visual field divided like a horse.


21 September 2026

Seven moons on a string across a mirror in this Beacon, New York AirBnB: four crescents, two halves, one whole.


19 September 2026

“The Day” (2012) by Lila Matsumoto

Not the sinking-stone worry But the free memory of the day!

The pedal I push is my foothold on morning, beating the cannon, the creep of a benign and faceless blank. The words I mean to say are running beside me rushing into the gutter. Others have taken holiday to make villages in the sand. Come Back. Words come back. I want to intend, to cleave the air with sure-foot. Surely, wherever there is light, people are growing their meanings.


17 September 2026

Image inventory: two incense coils stacked with a gap in between, a faded visual description of a buildable castle for children on the side of a blue cardboard box, the afterimage of an X-shaped fluorescent light, mosquito net over a bed in a red room, a stone wall with a few stones punched out, three pieces of flat wood against a garage, a knotted pile of rope sliding down a mountain, a helicopter pad before a vast landscape, leftover tape in a square shape on a public subway locker, objects in the corner of a Seoul food market draped in a mustard-colored cloth and secured with yellow rope, a blue/green/red shed on the top of a mountain in front of a vast landscape (Daejeon), a comb spanning two folds of a bedsheet in morning light.


15 September 2026

Recent packaged words:

Millennium leisure Certainly not Do you read me Take a big swing Limiting beliefs Your sky went away Failing light His majesty's prison Diamond in the dental pod Sewing thoughts Winner's kingdom


13 September 2026

At the plaza area just outside of Yeonsinnae station: a university age girl weaving around passersby on a longboard with her camera set up on a tripod at ground level, a man walking around erratically with one wired headphone in (jerking gait, occasional sudden violent steps forward), a middle-aged man calmly walking the circumference of the plaza in a circle—every time he passed in front of us it felt like a glitch, a man kneeling before a bench on which stuff from an emptied backpack was spread out—bits of printed material, wadded up food wrappers, small trinkets—he never stood up the entire time we were there.

Also saw a large white billboard/sign of the letters “SMK” in block capitals; it's discolored by weather and time such that the letters look embossed, and apparently it's advertising a smoking cafe. At the dead end of an alley we wandered down not far from there, found a pointed structure with a taut scrim pulled over it like a carnival tent. But at its tips, the material seemed to be pulled upwards, as if by fishing wire from the sky.