Faucet Repair

7 June 2026

Bedroom corner (working title): something of a still life of the yellow mimosa flowers Yena got me a couple months ago in a vase on my nightstand. Been wanting to paint them for a while because they look like a small controlled explosion, but I couldn’t figure out the approach until today. Arrived at the idea of a volatile form rendered in a subdued palette—negation of a defining characteristic often opens up possibilities. I suppose I must have been thinking of those Santa Maria Zobenigo marble reliefs I mentioned a couple days ago. As well as the Polaroid I took of a campfire in Winchester in August of 2024. And Duchamp's literally seminal Paysage Fautif (Wayward or Faulty Landscape) (1946) painting that I’ve had on my studio floor this week. This all has to do with the surface as well—trying to find some way to divert attention from it by muting and flattening it as much as possible while still retaining an active sense of motion and depth and change through it.


5 June 2026

Stems (working title): a painting that began today based on a wrought iron grille I saw in Venice covering a second story window with a rectangular pot full of tulips reaching towards the sun on its sill. The rails that comprised the grille were pocked with lumpy (but still pretty delicate) pale orange ornamental flowers along with some clover-looking loops, hollow yellow flowers, and four yellow x shapes. From far away, the black iron rails nearly blended into a black shade that was drawn behind the tulips, which made the ornamental pieces appear to float in space. I love that idea, something old and robust guarding new life while fading away. Thought of Eric Timothy Carlson’s latex on canvas Mandala painting, which is a piece I often come back to for its ability to conjure a similar sensation. And just after I saw the grille, I encountered two fragments of a lost painting by Bellini (presumed to be a transfiguration painting; the placard read Testa di Cristo e Cartiglio, circa 1500-1502) in the Gallerie dell'Accademia. The “Cartiglio” fragment felt like a complete painting on its own to me, and it must have made its way in—I see its little scab of red paint raised above the flatness of the rest of the piece in the button-like flowers I painted today. Also must have been remembering the central stem, the way it divides yet arises from the landscape (the logic of the work as a whole seems to shift as the eye traces it from top to foreground). Not to mention the little opening in the top left, which I assume was a bit of the Christ figure’s robes but read like a slice of sky to me.


3 June 2026

Getting back into the studio (and typing up the notes that accumulated along the way) after traveling for a week. Went to Venice for four nights in that time, saw the Biennale and the treasures at The Gallerie dell'Accademia, which I'll get into in upcoming posts. But I must first mention the marble relief maps on the Baroque facade of the Santa Maria Zobenigo, a 9th century (rebuilt in the 17th century by the architect Giuseppe Sardi) church directly across the street from the hotel I stayed in for my last night in the city.

The maps depict areas where the Venetian general Antonio Barbaro served (he funded the church's reconstruction). In contrast with so much of the Renaissance work I was seeing, they immediately stood out to me for their somewhat abstract treatment of representation and their secular content (side note: apparently John Ruskin was not a fan of the choice to adorn the facade with images of Barbaro's military exploits rather than religious symbols—he called it a “manifestation of insolent atheism”).

Anyway, they're really great. There are six of them, one for each of Candia, Zadar, Padua, Rome, Corfu and Split. In the Corfu piece, a cluster of gable-roofed homes almost tumble off of the surface. For Rome, a fortification wall protrudes from the right edge of the piece and appears to unfurl like a ribbon—that 1988 Paul Thek painting Untitled (Banner) came to mind. There actually are banners in the corners of the works that display the cities they depict, now that I think about it. But I spent the most time in front of the Split work, which is primarily comprised of hard-angled topographical lines arching over a wonky polygon to form an altar-like shape. Or a mandala melting from the bottom. It just reads as something both totemic and strange, which is a quality I'm am always drawn to. Lovely example of art arising from the space between a faithful eye and the limits of the hand/medium.


1 June 2026

Sink: the second story bathroom at my house features a casement window that opens over a tree-lined street for fresh air. Above it the ceiling paint is peeling into inverted sailboats. There are some little tiles glazed in pastel shades crawling across the walls in single file. Mirrors around the room throw planes to each other, and when the sun sets, their west-facing edges burn thin orange. All of this forming and collapsing around a tube of toothpaste.

Perhaps this painting is an attempt to poke holes in a perspective hardened by daily routine so that it leaks some optical essence—a dynamic mesh. Angles blooming from one another to form a sort of generative stack. The value contrasts between the furthest-front elements and the ground work for me, with the corner of the ceiling and the tree outline acting as bridges between the two; they're nice but harsh, and are thus generating some questions around how to better approach this kind of selective transparency, make it more dynamic. A step in a fresh direction though, I think.


30 May 2026

Was introduced to Mirak Jamal's work for the first time via his show A Guest is a Blessing at Rose Easton. Has been a while since I've been so inspired by something. I remember listening to an interview with Thom Yorke once where he cited Neil Young as an artist who gave him permission (in his case to sing in his naturally wonky falsetto), and I feel similarly about Jamal.

His approach to painting has kicked a door open for me that is revealing something that has always been there. Something alive through the combination of the essence of a perception via color fields and care taken to animate choice details within those fields, both imagined and real, that might otherwise disappear into the blurred fringes of vision/memory. Not for detail's sake, but for the sake of preserving small, potent truths. I think I sense a kindred spirit in his nomadic background as well.

Through my research I've gleaned that he has an ongoing creative dialogue/relationship with his father, the artist Mohsen Jamal. In 2019, Mirak had a show titled BEST VIEW IN TOWN at Kunsthall Oslo that presented a body of work alongside/in response to work by his father, in particular a 1986 landscape of Römerberg, a village where the Jamal family had first settled in Germany after fleeing revolutionary Iran.

I bring this up because the press release for that show, written by Mirak himself, is a really wonderful piece of writing that exemplifies some values I hold dear. I'm including it in full here. There's more to say about his paintings and how they're propelling me forward, but for now this just needs to exist on its own. To be loved is to be known, yes, but I think it also has a lot to do with mutual respect.

Let us begin with the most apparent: a mixed-media drawing on paper depicting a landscape. Holding the single-sheet, we attest to a fleeting materiality, which could have come from a transportable aquarelle block containing many more works. Removed from context, its singularity leaves us in a predicament, and with a carte blanche for infinite ponder! Some things are obvious: the sheet in question has summoned a multitude of media treatments ranging from colored-penciled details and scruffy oil- pastel marks to broad acrylic strokes, and a pervasive watercolor atmosphere. Alongside the pleasant treatment of color we note a practical tone, and a hastiness of execution that is evidence of a hand confident to capture “life as is.” The content does not strike us as a revelation, nor a spectacle to swoon large audiences, rather, it seems to be true to common life, and convinces elegantly in this uncelebrated feat. The motivation for such work could have been the offspring to a simple desire to seize a pleasant day. The clear sky above is an indication of this at the least. Whether the painting was done in leisure, as an exercise in style, or as part of some larger endeavor we leave motivations aside for the moment.

In the foreground a barren land covered with generous washes of green and brown pulls us into a picture of possibilities. Beyond it, the artist steers our pupils to rest on the horizon line – conventionally so. Here, an unremarkable town has shyly tucked itself away behind some trimmings. We squint to survey the elements: a modestly-sized apartment building or town hall with reassuring angular architecture, a trail of miscellaneous bushes and trees that wall some vaguely discernible family houses, and the faint town church that sinks into a purple mist – projecting its omnipresence slightly above the rest of the rabble. This accumulated sort recalls an ordinary place; with an affirmation towards all things structured and orderly, as is standard for any ordinary place. Clues drawn from the inherent architectural characteristics and the surrounding landscape lead us to posit a potential geography. Any other setting than Germany is inconceivable. Emboldened by our conclusion, our thoughts trail off past the hermetics of the picture frame to a larger vicinity of endlessly ploughed fields of the greatest agricultural merit. The excursion takes us to encounters with astonishingly tall walls of evergreens that intimidate and awe. Here lays the inspiration to all things Gothic, we figure.

Snapping back to the picture at hand, our attention is drawn to the signature at the bottom left. The work is accredited to a “Mohsen Jamal”, dating to 1986. We successfully decipher the apparent! Having been given as a clue nothing more than a name with a strange ring to it, we determine to carry our guesswork about the origins of this drawing through to its very creator. From the prompt naturalism of the outdoor scene, we deduce that the work could have taken place en plein air. What could have led the artist to such a place; such a small town in the middle of Germany? Did the landscape hold a personal value? Could a small place such as this have had enough historical or collective significance to draw a faraway visit? While one may speculate further in light of these propositions (to paint a complete picture), the scenarios leave us with the sense that the work was produced by a curious passerby, a newly arrived or a guest, on a spontaneous whim to capture the unfamiliar. Whereas what someone predisposed, or cynical, to a ubiquitous setting would dismiss as mundane, holds intrigue to a fresh eye. Contrary to our prejudice, it remains plausible that this town could have been the vested habitat of a local; the proper terroir of the artist indeed.

Having entered the picture plane, we come to appreciate the view accompanied by the fragrance of a countryside unhindered by noise pollution and cosmopolitan combustion. Transfixed, inhabiting the gaze of the artist, the discrepancy between our observation-deck at the easel's foot, and that of a withdrawn life in the distance is given neither face nor form. Shafts of windows reveal vignettes of the inner mechanisms of a town, where typical exchanges, contested relationships, and neighborly feuds abound. What separates us from yonder then, is the plateau of land that determines the cautionary distance between the viewer (brush in hand, holding sway of history-making), between spectator and the subject in the periphery, between civilization and the uncharted wild – observed as if from the trenches. Still, the village is likely unaware of our existence on the fringes. Nonetheless it is here, by the same tree that offered the artist a cool shade on a sunny day in 1986, that we hold the fruit shaped like a globe, which when held at different angles glistens with infinite possibilities.


28 May 2026

Began an 8x10” painting today, a plume of smoke on a ledge redux. After trying to work with it a few months ago, I came back to the image I still remember from when I visited Rob's studio in Sag Harbor and he showed me an acid-yellow work that featured the same subject. It's a beautiful idea, an explosion confined to a container in a quiet room (and no one is around to hear it...). I think I already prefer this one to my initial attempt, firstly for the size—the implication of large-scale destruction works better small. Christopher Culver's charcoal and pastel drawing Octobers (2025) of a white bird in flight approaching a domestic windowsill to land has been tacked up in my studio while I've been working on this one. For the lovely color harmonies, but also because I think there is a lot to be learned from him about subtle texturing of monochromatic space. There's also a tonal parallel to the content; alarming, aggressive action framed and frozen into a kind of tranquility.


26 May 2026

Have been spending a lot of time looking at Paul Klee's Strange Garden (1923), a watercolor on gessoed fabric mounted on cardboard, flora and fauna and mask-faces woven together by line and color and texture. A quilted feeling almost, but not patchwork. A scene both stacked and embedded in such a nice way. Basically every month or so, a new work of his gets stuck next to wherever I'm storing what I see. This one has come along at the right time; it does everything my studio seems to be trying to make possible at the moment. Establishes a kind of fundamental soil that the image and the feeling and the memory all grow from together and hover over at the same time. A condition that allows for forms to remain abstract in relation to what they comprise while threatening the opposite. But I'm also wary of thinking of that too much as an end while working. Or thinking about that at all. It's just an enjoyable place to begin right now.


24 May 2026

Stadium (working title): in Hastings we walked around an arcade, and there was a claw machine filled with hundreds of shiny golden eggs. A disorienting sea of metallic surfaces and reflected neon. One particular egg was angled towards another game in the room, a basketball one I think—a structure contained by netting, which burst open and stretched out like arms in the convex reflection. Pieces of that image bounced around the rest of the pile, but none cohered into anything as loud as the scene in/on that single egg. Tried to paint that. Handled the paint pretty well and felt good about the surface preparation and color, but nothing of interesting note transpired. And it veered a little too close to the kind of correctness via highlight painting that I despise. I’m aiming to go softer and softer into the recesses of forms, but part of me is still holding on to hard edges and I need to let go of them. So this one will probably meet its maker, but may be reconstituted elsewhere. Regardless, it did feel nice to move paint around again after traveling for a few days.


22 May 2026

A painting: that is maybe 80-90% logically sequenced but with relief-printed elements introduced at one point in the process and reacted to, with forms delineated entirely with dashes, of a measured and almost illustrated flat environment containing one shape that becomes the lone source of depth, of a flattened scene that nonetheless attempts to adhere to the logic of atmospheric perspective in spite of itself, of a materially fluid orbiting scene that stops short of penetrating a central void space (white), of an activated axis like a melon cut in half and presented as a whole, of the light of death as a very small thing.


20 May 2026

Upper crust (working title): rubber ducks becoming animated towards a source/void. That began as a plug. I've been pretty stuck on a Graham Little gouache on paper painting from 2021 of a squirrel called Untitled (Squirrel) this week. Apparently he found a dead squirrel while cycling and kept it in his freezer for three years.

In the work the animal is on the left of the composition encircled by its own tail, peacefully at some kind of rest. There's a transparent triangle shape floating over or on part of the squirrel, looks like something cut out from one of those geometry templates required for high school math classes. It's connected by two thin lines pulled taut across the work that criss-cross into a little cluster of smaller triangles connected to tiny trompe-l'oeil nails; the effect is something like miniature barricade tape. Then just above those, there are sort of clumsily calligraphic marks that wind their way up to an ornamental glass object with a pine cone looking head that might be a stirrer or needle or pin. The feeling of the whole thing is something close to what I remember from seeing the Pietà in Rome. Delicacy in death. That's a heck of a comparison, I know, but it's the first thing that came to mind. Dürer's watercolors of animals too, of course.

Anyway, these ducks I went for were not destined for that kind of accuracy. There's been a desire recently to create a kind of generative soup, boil it, and then catch the bubbles before they pop to comprise the image. But I have to be careful not to create this environment for no reason. It could be that the next one causes a counter-reaction through rendering.